random

well i guess tonight is just a random post after all..din update for quite sometimes..

middle of the night..the time when i was supposed to be on the bed..i was having this shitty feeling in me.. i received an email today..sharing bout life stories.. it asked us to stop and look around us with a different point of view..

i did so..i felt better..or would say, i felt blessed. but after a short while, it doesn't feel the same anymore..wat's wrong with me? i din know..i want to know..

just when u feel u got somebody around..but when u really need one, u dun seem to c anyone here..dont seem to c anyone next to u..no shoulders, no hands..no one..jus nothing..


*thanks daniel..u called at the right time.. i felt much better. love ya. thank God for giving me a hand..thanks for the call.