Breakdown

hmm..dunno how to start..of all my plans to start this blog in a happy way with happy blogs..this is a total opposite one. I'm really mentally and physically tired and exhausted..i'm in real agony lately. been thinking alot bout the master programme and c how i can deal with it.. talking bout the trips, all gone case..dun think it'll work out lo..only bout 2 weeks left and i got alot of stuff to make decisions..with time constraint. worse, the one i thought i can count on makes me even worse.. is it too hard to expect someone to listen to u, wholeheartedly, truly and and makes u feel better though no word is uttered.. i really dun feel good, kiinda stress out..poster presentation haih..dissertation..haih.. loads of work..loads of thinking..go for master or not?stay in uk ? go Euro Trip?...am i too sensitive, am i? i guess i am...am jus too sensitive.. am i sarcastic? someone said i was being sarcastic... i guessed i felt sick today..damn headache and my head is heavy...my whole shoulder is in pain...still got poster to rush on..and i got zero work done..sien~~~