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2010 - new beginning

been long since i was on this page of mine..got some shits to clear...not my fault and yet i still need to clear it, if not im going to be in deep shit. this is life, wat to do..sigh

a new year a new manager a new team..almost everything is new. gotta work harder this year, my ex-boss left to pasteur and Im not under this woman boss. hope i blend in well with her..i have heard stories bout her, kinda difficult to handle *God Bless*. i crossed my fingers i can work with her. Only carry one product this time, gotta think of ways to expand and grow the sales..C'mon *squeezing my brain juice*

had great in Penang after the NSC meeting and annual dinner. The dinner was fun, seeing everyone dressing to the theme. some were funny, some were cute..some were horrible..hahaha...once i enter the hall, this guy really catch my attention, Dominic dressing as a Red Indian - Head of the Tribe. He's just STUNNING. too bad the best-dressed award din go to him, it went to Victor instead. Basically this NSC is more or less like Victor's Day. He is no longer my business unit director, yes, he is leaving. He is retiring, and our whole team will be led by Kian Seng (Sg boss) Victor, gonna miss u badly. For u we had this great MTV 2009 by CVS BU. For u, we had JAIHO..hahah JAIHO~ will never forget how we shoot the video LMAO~~ the making of the video was hilarious, everyone was having fun while rehearsing the moves.. i can still remember how Eeva and I ended up in Brickfields to get some Indian accessories and Henna. The Henna remained on my hand even till Xmas..GOSH @_@

i lost my voice after the Penang trip. Thanks to Tony for your Nim Joon to clear my throats. it's good, jus one day, my voice revived. but i felt a lil heaty lately, gotta drink more water neway.

okay..i guessed i should get back to work.got some paper work to do..no more PROCRASTINATION!! *suddenly i felt sleepy* *wink-wink* guess i get some nap first hahahha lolz.

random

well i guess tonight is just a random post after all..din update for quite sometimes..

middle of the night..the time when i was supposed to be on the bed..i was having this shitty feeling in me.. i received an email today..sharing bout life stories.. it asked us to stop and look around us with a different point of view..

i did so..i felt better..or would say, i felt blessed. but after a short while, it doesn't feel the same anymore..wat's wrong with me? i din know..i want to know..

just when u feel u got somebody around..but when u really need one, u dun seem to c anyone here..dont seem to c anyone next to u..no shoulders, no hands..no one..jus nothing..


*thanks daniel..u called at the right time.. i felt much better. love ya. thank God for giving me a hand..thanks for the call.

ti amo?

heard of this song long time ago..

so coincidence to find it in youtube.dun like the male vocalist..but i like this female vocalist..luckily she sings the chorus part... kinda into this song lately..still not understand every single work of this song..need to find some translation..LOLx..

already 630pm..of my sunday..my last resort of weekend..sighz..monday blue again...weeks pass fast it's ady June!!.2009 has reaches it's half milestone..fast enough..it's passing fast for me to catch up with things..

bored..

here i bring u TI AMO...by some Taiwan artistes..

BURST!!!

i really cant take it anymore..i am very tired and exhausted.mentally and physically.. i jus cant take another "things-not-going-my-way" again.. it's a new year, i was anticipating for a new beginning.been praying hard this time around. can YOU pls share my burden? my pain? or at least take it away from me..my wishes are so simple, i am not demanding.

i take promises in a serious manner.. i hate when ppl break my promises..i really do. i got too much of these... esp from the ppl i trust and love the most. Today, i was deeply hurt, a promise was broken, this really matter to me. it wasn't only about a promise but the trust in me..when your loved ones break your promises, it's really bad..impact is drastic.

i really wanted to share what's in my heart, but i cant.. have no idea why.. i need shoulder to cry on. i've been down recently. deep inside my heart, no one knew how it's like. i never disclose.. because i wanted to hide everything away..not for ppl to c, but cover it so i wont realise.

i am tired of being strong and everything around me.. been keeping alot of stuff in me, it's over the limit and now i feel the pressure i gave to myself. i see no point in telling others who dont even understand the real problem i am facing.. in the end, the responses i get will hurt me even deeper.

no one understand me well enough to know what i am talking bout..not anymore...used to have one.. just not here anymore..even you broke my heart tremendously..

Silence of the night,
Makes my sorrow grows,
Tears rollng down my cheek,
Wish u were here to shed...

Mood : Agony
Listening to: "I Have Really Been Hurt" - Jacky Cheung

b l a n k

it's almost 3am now..feeling empty and blank. couldn't make myself to sleep, was tired today after such a hectic schedule.. Didn't go for any plans tonight, dont feel like it. Just wanna stay at home to have some rest. No Sanctuary, No Zouk!! sorry gals, wasn't joining u all in Zouk retro night..Sorry jimmy, ffk u again and again and all over again.

"heartbreaks last as long as u want & cut as deep as u allow them to go..the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them..when it rains..look for the rainbow.. "

Saw this phrase somewhere on the net..What u think? i like the idea: when it rains, look for the rainbow instead..beautiful and so true, be positive in everything u are doin..no matter how bad a situation can be, there's always a door for you to reach..Door of Hope


In love with this song from JayChou lately..enjoy! hope u all will like it as well... (jiwang-ing alone in the room with this song.. ) ><

last post before New Year 09

wow..just before the end of 2008 many things happened to me..and ppl around me. What is going on?? that's the question running in my head.. but somehow i knew things happen for a reason. as long as we try to view it in a positive way.. anyhow we still have to live thru it ..right?

first met with an accident on my 2nd week of work..den one of my bestie's dad passed away, another bestie's dad met in accident and went thru some surgeries on the next day....worst thing is things happenned in my family. i was tensed and exhausted. mentally and physically... kept praying , hoping things will be over soon, i really need some blessing from YOU. but somehow it seems u didn't hear my prayer..i couldn't concentrate on work, i seriously cant, took EL for almost 4 days to go back home... at least it reduced my worries. Tears kept rolling on my cheek...i was really weak, i couldn't take it. but yet i had to be strong..for sake of the family.Just not the time to be weak..Thank GOD things considered settled at the moment, but i hope nothing will come across anymore.. i just hope GOD get my prayers and fulfill my wishes.. my only New Year wish is to have all angels of PEACE, LOVE & JOY protecting my family..and longevity...*crossfingers*